Setting The Course of My Discourse

It has been a long ass week. There is no mirth in the air. Everything is tinted with uncertainty.

Yesterday was my birthday, and while I received the warmest and kindest well wishings, I felt zero reason for celebrating.  It took me a while to put my finger on it... then it hit me... I am in grief.

Denial

Are there really that many white guys who want to say the "n" word? I am flabbergasted by the "Secret" vote that showed up and proved the pollsters and data crunching types completely wrong. I am talking about "guys who never have kissed a girl" data crunching types...

I saw some of the Colbert coverage on election night... When it became apparent that things had gone so horribly wrong, the tone shifted and became somber and morose. It was just sad.

There are petitions screaming for the electoral college, who officially declares the votes on December 19th to cast their votes for Clinton. If there was ever an example of denial... I think this sums it up.

Donald Trump, TV Reality Show Host, Real Estate "Mogul", Daddy Made Millionaire, Thrice divorced, Contractor Stiffing, Fraudulent University Creating, Six Time Bankruptcy Surviving, Pussy Grabbing/Sexually Assaulting, Daughter Creeping, Climate Change Denying, Birther Movement Leading, Tax and Draft Dodging, Meat Peddling, and just all around piece of shit, is going to be President.

FUCKING ANGER

Have I had visions of his demise run through the ol' noggin here? Of course. My mind hit a new level of sadism that even scared ME. I had to take a moment after looking through the Home Depot advert and I spotted a 10ft. chainsaw pole... That's right... Shish-Ka-Don...

Still, even then, you have that Race Bannon bastard as Veep... Seriously... Here... Look...

What a douche. And he thinks you can electrocute the gay out of someone... and evolution is evil...

Anger is always the secondary emotion... Usually the manifestation from the hurt you are feeling... And when you get hurt... You want to know "just who the fuck made you hurt?"

The media has to take a nice heaping of blame for this debacle. Giving someone an estimated FOUR BILLION dollars in air time, because of your whore like addiction to ratings, is one of the key ingredients in this shit show.

I would also like to say "Privet, Tovarishch!" to all the Russian State sponsored propagators of propaganda! Russian heads of state are now coming forward and saying that they had meetings with the Trump campaign. Samantha Bee did a nice little piece about the Russian agents manipulating the election through social media outlets. As for her "sources"... They were THE RUSSIAN AGENTS themselves!!!

This brings up a new aspect to this election, that really rose to prominence... Media Gravitas... A political pundit, schooled in Political Science, been on the beltway for over a decade, and considered to be an expert, can write a wonderful piece for a publication, or website. It will say how much the world will just suck shit if Trump is elected...

And some pimply faced, goat fucker, sitting in his shit stained boxers can publish a fucking OPINION on a mocked up, completely fictional website, and as long as it "feels right" to the mouth breathers... It is given the same credence as the article in the previous paragraph.

Big blame to people not doing their own research... Only wanting to be spoon fed opinions... Bumper Sticker nuggets, easily digested and put into their repository of "debating points". "She's a criminal!". Right... So... She was not charged because why? Key word in that sentence is "charged". Clinton was never even CHARGED.

Could blame the DNC... They fucked my man Bernie squarely in the ass... Yeah, they knew what was "best" for the country. Actually, they were worried because for most of his career, the Berning Man had a nice "(I)" after his name... He would hold the DNC to task, as well as the RNC.

People who voted Third Party should take some heat. Some of the races were close that those votes could have made the difference between four years of continued prosperity and growth, and "Who the fuck knows if tomorrow will even fucking exist?"

Rachel Maddow, my not so secret man crush, said it so very wonderfully,

"If you vote for someone who can not win for President, it means you do not care who wins for President."

I voted. I cared. I hurt. I rage.

Bargining

If I believed in the notion of a soul, I doubt I would offer to sell it if we could get a do over on this election. Besides, it is well documented that I sold my soul to Jesus when I was seven or some shit... I was young and needed the Legos.

I think out of all the stages, this is the most deceptive to know whether you are out of it or not. Do you tell yourself that if you can go the whole day without picturing Trump supporters getting the "Inglorious Basterds" treatment on their foreheads, then you are good to go!

For those not familiar, that is where you take a large knife and carve a fucking swastika in their fucking forehead (This is a good case I might still be in the "Anger" phase). This way, if they are not in KKK robes, and not out screaming the n-word, or pulling women's hijabs, you can still just look at them and know them for the pieces of shit they are.

Now... Are all people who voted for Trump racist, xenophobic, misogynistic and homophobic pieces of shit??? NO.

Let me repeat that... NO. They are not.

HOWEVER... They supported and voted for Racism. They supported and voted for Xenophobia. They supported and voted for Misogyny. They supported and voted for Homophobia.

The KKKandidate showed his colors on the campaign trail.

I will concede that a subset of those who voted the way they did... Was because they felt that they have been ignored. Regardless of party, they have been neglected as candidates fly over and breeze on by. They reckon an outsider just might have their interests at heart. They literally feel that they have nothing left to lose... and they are not "incorrect". I just wish they did not include the rest of us in their vortex of suck.

If I had a soul, I would sell it to try and shelter these people. They will be the ones fucked the hardest by this colossal orange turd.

Depression

There are already sad, sad tidings of the upcoming administration's appointees. Ebell for the EPA is one of the biggest Climate Change Deniers there is... So, hope you like higher AC bills for longer periods of time... It is going to get hotter.

Dr. Ben Carson might be in charge of the Dept. of Education job. Napping will be allowed in science class and prayer will be mandatory?

I was saddened to see a post where teachers did not really know what to say to their students Wednesday morning... Instead of history being made and it being a celebration, there were students chanting "Build The Wall!" in a lunchroom...

It seems that the Trump tax strategy is that same as Brownback's in Kansas. I have plenty of friends in Kansas... and the word that bestdescribes that particular plan: fucking calamity. It was supposed to be the Republican alternative. It truly is an alternative... an alternative to economic prosperity and job growth.

I am sad that a legacy of a good presidency is in true jeopardy. Through this whole week, the President showed nothing but class, even nobility, in extending his hand, and his help, to the incoming administration.

Hopefully it rubbed off on Trump. THIS is how you are supposed to act in victory... AND defeat. Not like a vindictive, vile, petulant little grade school bitch.

Acceptance

I have accepted that there will be loses... We are looking at losing anything resembling a viable 4th Estate. The media will be running scared if Trump goes forward with his "Libal Law Reform"... Which is basically code for "PISSING ON FREE SPEECH" and "WIPING YOUR ASS WITH FREEDOM OF THE PRESS".

So far the only late night host who did not shit all over the Donald, was Jimmy Fallon... And he was essentially called a gutless coward for it... Jay Leno would be proud.

Affordable Care will be the first casua... Strangely enough, this Friday, Trump seemed to indicate that "modifications" would be coming, but seemed to recant the total gutting of Obamacare... So..,

I have also accepted there will be some gains...

The number of hate crimes will skyrocket. I saw numerous "Day One in Trump's America" posts. Swastikas painted on walls. "Deportation Notices", printed by some little miscreant, handed out in a high school. Stories of women's hijabs being pulled off...

I would like everyone to start calling them "Trump Crimes". Hashtag that shit. #trumpcrimes

Please, before you blindly go pasting stuff in your social media feeds... Snopes that shit!!! Make sure you are not furthering false accusations, and painting a false narrative. If you continuously post things that are later debunked, it becomes a whole "boy who cried wolf" narrative.

And that is precisely what they want. When the cries of the victims are no longer heard, or muted by all the other noise... The Trumpzi Nation will REALLY begin to go to work.

The bigots, racists, xenophobes, and homophones... They now have a "It's okay now" mentality.

If you do one thing or take one thing away from reading this...

If you see something happening to someone, and it is apparent it is motivated by race, religion, nationality, or sexual orientation... DO SOMETHING... PLEASE! Record it! Call the cops! DO NOT LET THEM ASSAULT ANOTHER HUMAN BEING IN FRONT OF YOU!

If you do nothing... You are just one of the "Good German People of the late 30's and early 40's".

I know acceptance is the last and hardest part of grieving... It helps to have an exact date in mind...

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Trump will leave office. He will go back to his gold plated apartment in the building with his name on it. We will be the ones left holding the bill... Remember that.

I was tired after eight years of the Retarded Cowboy.Bush Jr... Hate is exhausting. I don't know if I have four more of it in me. But for you... Reader... I will do what I can.

I have spent this week in "Saving Pvt. Ryan" beach mode... Grainy, shaky, and shell shocked...

I have also been planning my next moves... Starting with this here blog... I know that at work I am going to be MORE PC... I will correct micro aggressions whenever and wherever I can... I will make their redneck arteries explode... I will speak out MORE against the Rapist Elect.

Telling me to "Accept the election" and "Stop protesting" is the surest way to make me do the exact opposite... I am the Captain. (TITLE MAKES SENSE NOW, DON'T IT?)

All circuits are busy, try back again,

d

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